Love Is Not Meant to Be Encoded In Fear

I consistently ask the Universe and my Soul for the layers of armor and protection around my heart to be shed — for the Truth to be revealed to me so I may live and love with an undefended heart.

I know the experiences I’ve lived through have made me strong, and that the protection was necessary from the earliest days of my life. And I know I have needed to adjust and shift this armor to make it through what Life itself brings forward to help us grow and evolve as Souls on this planet here to remember Love is not meant to be encoded in Fear.

I know I am living light years beyond any experience of life and joy that I could have ever imagined for myself; I never did imagine a future for me back then — it wasn’t safe to trust in anything or anyone, and I was just trying to survive moment by moment.

Every time I do a Breathwork session or meditation or am intuitively shown a Part of my past that has been holding onto and carrying such deep grief and rage at the injustice experienced as a child, as a woman, I know I am at a threshold — I can choose to cross and witness suffering that was never held or acknowledged by anyone, not even me. I can accept it and love myself for living through it and being willing to see the Truth of it now.

And in that witnessing is Compassion. And in that witnessing is Release. Grace. The capacity to Heal & to Forgive — not just for my own life and this lifetime, but for my caretakers, ancestors, and the legacy I’ve inherited from them. I can choose courage and willingness to break the patterns of abuse and trauma and shame by not bypassing my own experience as was done then. Time is limitless. The Past can be healed in the Present. The Future is encoded in the choices of today.

This is difficult work. This is worthy work. This is work I’ve been doing for decades, and most intensely the last 8 years. I know I am healing & healed because I Know Joy in my bones. I breathe and I am not scared to live. I surrender again and again to the possibility of an experience of Love that is not founded in wounding and fear.

I choose to live from my own Legacy of Love that I am consciously creating from a place of thriving, moment by moment.